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Baby birdsblog

Baby birds

http://www.birds.deansfamily.com/birdbox.htm   This really must be seen, live feed to baby birds in a nestbox. incredible footage.  
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XOXOella. May 14, 2010
Pretty baby, don't you leave me. I look mildly shocked in this, I'm just mildly intoxicatedpic

Pretty baby, don't you leave me. (I look mildly shocked in this, I'm just mildly intoxicated)

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XOXOella. Jan 13, 2010
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Claudia and Me. Trying to be seductive hahapic

Claudia and Me. Trying to be "seductive" haha

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XOXOella. Jan 08, 2010
Resolution 10 Become more active on buzznet again 100blog

Resolution #10 Become more active on buzznet again 100%

Back with a brand new rap. I'm kidding, I can't rap.I don't really even know what to "Journal" about, but here's some stuff that's on…
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XOXOella. Jan 08, 2010
Dear Buzznet, it's been a while. Am I still the same?pic

Dear Buzznet, it's been a while. Am I still the same?

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XOXOella. Dec 13, 2009
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XOXOella.'s Photo Streamgallery

XOXOella.'s Photo Stream

10 new pics
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XOXOella. Jul 15, 2009
Am I taking this to hard?blog

Am I taking this to hard?

Feeling a bit down on my luck and sorry for myself recently. GAINED the pounds like no motherfucker knows. No where near being perfect. I…
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XOXOella. Jul 15, 2009
London Gay Pride 2009blog

London Gay Pride 2009

  Was truely brilliant. I will add pictures soon. My camera is just a bit busted up at the moment. ): BOO! Who was there? I'd love…
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XOXOella. Jul 07, 2009
You could be happy- Made me realise a lot.blog

You could be happy- Made me realise a lot.

You could be happy, and I won't know. But you weren't happy the day I watched you goAnd all the things I wish I had…
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XOXOella. Jun 16, 2009
On the rack.blog

On the rack.

  I've had a lot of bitter realiseation lately. People aren't who they seem to be, and people will use you, for long periods of time…
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XOXOella. Jun 16, 2009
Not even a stich awayblog

Not even a stich away

Okay so I'm not any closer to reaching this "perfection" I'm looking for. Infact I've been over indulging in peanut butter and quavers. Comfort eating.…
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XOXOella. Jun 09, 2009
Please don't leave meblog

Please don't leave me

Well Simon seems to have moved on pretty quickly. Everyone told me I should keep from looking at his bebo profile. I wish I'd listened,…
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XOXOella. Jun 04, 2009
Operation Rejuvenation - The Search For Perfectionblog

Operation Rejuvenation - The Search For Perfection

After thinking about it, perfection does seem to be being stick thin. Every opinion on PERFECT seems to lead back to girls like this.   I thought,…
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XOXOella. May 27, 2009
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  • Member Since: 2007-02-26
  • Relationship Status: I don't even know any more
  • Orientation: Straight
  • Religion: Other
  • Drink: Yes
  • Smoke: Yes
  • Education: In College
  • Occupation: Needing a job!

About Me:

I'm tired of feeling a fool. I used to hate change in myself, in anything. But now I live for it, I'm on a mission to find the perfect me.
That being said, too much change can hurt. When you love someone so much for who they are, and they just change completely. No matter how much they tell you they love you, you just don't believe it, because you know deep down, the new them doesn't really love you. It's obliguation, it's feeling they should because they did before. Trust me, I've experianced that; it hurts.
I've been treated like a mug for quite a while, but not anymore. If I so happen to nee to grow up, apparently, I'm starting by standing up for myself, not being walked over and not letting my heart and emotions lead my life. It's all about living now, not living for someone else who doesn't appreciate you.
It's time everyone broke free of their cages, I'm taking the first flight.
My heart isn't broken, and I'm not dead One day that will be true.
LOVE ELLE

Interests:

I take intest in small things, and shiny things, and monsters and things that actually mean something. I'm interested in meeting you. So let's talk!

Favorite Music:

My iTunes varies from Daniel Bedingfield to The Sleeping. Slipknot to Briney Spears. Justin Timberlake to Fall Out Boy. Crystal Castles to Adele. Mc Fly and The Strokes. Skepa and Rusko to Mew. Basically- I'm pretty open minded. Share your music taste with me, and I'll probably love it.

Favorite Movies:

Any tear jerker, snakes on a plane and Aristocats. FTW

Favorite TV Shows:

Daria, Scrubs, Miami Ink. All that stupid day time TV when I should really be doing somethig productive. I don't actually watch that much TV. It's all about Dvd boxsets.

Favorite Books:

Dispite how I hate the hype around it all, the Twilight series was good, but it must come to and end now. No more. The Time Travelers Wife, The Naughty Girl's Guide To Life, Chasing Redbird, Remember Me To Harold Square. And many more that I can't remember or be bothered to track back. Reccomendations?